Us, After: A Memoir of Love and Suicide by Rachel Zimmerman
I follow several young widows on Instagram who have a dedicated following. Once you follow one of them, of course, Instagram suggests others. And to see these young widows trying to deal with their grief and raise their young children is nothing short of astonishing. They seem to get energy from their followers, on good days and bad ones. Some of them marry again, but you can still see the grief in their eyes, like a scar that will not heal. "Us, After: A Memoir of Love and Suicide" by Rachel Zimmerman is a book about how her husband jumped to his death from a local bridge, leaving her behind with two little girls. He was, from all accounts, a good father and a robotics professor at MIT. His suicide came as a shock to his wife, friends and family. But once the shock turned into curiosity, the hard work began. Overnight, Zimmerman became a single mom, left to struggle with the unanswered question: Why did her husband end his life? An experienced journalist, she went into reporter mode, and treated his death like a news story. She interviewed doctors, suicide researchers and even a man who jumped off the same bridge, but survived. Despite her research she was not able to come to any hard and fast conclusions, except this one: She was now a single mother. "Us, After" is a beautiful book that tries to explain how one can pick up the pieces, find hope and begin living again after the tragic loss of a spouse. To buy this book on Amazon click here.